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About me

I’m Maddie, a Stanford entrepreneur based in San Francisco.

I’m the founder of OGTool. We build tools for organic marketing teams.

Previously, I built AI models at Facebook and B2B software at Gem.

For fun, I go to CrossFit, dyke dodgeball, and wild lesbian sex parties. 😛

💸 Built to Hustle

My first big business was born out of rebellion.

At 12, I created a Minecraft server called Cheesium.

It was more than a server—it was life. People battled each other, had fun and found a community to return to every night.

And yes, it made money. Real money.

But to my Tiger mom, it was a distraction.

I was supposed to get Straight A’s—Not spend all night playing Minecraft!

Then one day, she snapped.

She took my laptop outside.

And smashed it with a hammer.

I stood there, frozen. Everything I had built—gone.

I cried. Hard. For days, I thought it was over.

But then something shifted.

I wiped my tears, said “fuck it,” and bought a new laptop with the money I’d earned.

I rebuilt Cheesium. And I didn’t just rebuild, I grew it into a $60k business.

My mom thought I was ruining my future.

But she was wrong.

That moment taught me something she never could:

Success isn’t about following someone else’s path. It’s about having the courage to build your own.

And that’s why, no matter the odds, I’ll always bet on myself.

Cheesium

I made a popular Minecraft server when I was 12 years old, made $61k.

Amazon e-commerce store

I built an amazon e-commerce store while at Stanford, made $120k after 1 year.

Startups

After college, I’ve bootstrapped multiple b2b/b2c startups, totaling $450k.

🏳️‍🌈 I’m gay

It started with a crush.

She was the golden girl of our tennis team: blonde, confident, untouchable.

I was the shy, awkward Asian nerd, blending into the background.

But she noticed me.

She’d chase me across the court, sliding her hand between my butt cheeks, teasing me about my small boobs, calling me her “Lebanese lover.”

I’d laugh, cheeks burning, not knowing why it felt so electric.

Then one night, everything changed.

I dreamed about her.

We were at a military camp, sirens blaring. Somehow, we ended up in the same bed.

Her hand brushed mine. My heart pounded.

And then—

I woke up, gasping.

What was that?

I thought I was straight.

Desperate for answers, I turned to Reddit.

“How would you feel if you kissed her?” someone asked.

My heart pounded.

I wanted to kiss her.

Suddenly, everything made sense.

I liked girls.

The realization terrified me. What would people think? Was something wrong with me?

But the fear didn’t stop me.

I started to explore this part of myself, letting go of what others might expect of me.

For the first time, I stepped into a life that truly felt like mine.

When I’m on my deathbed, I don’t want to wonder what if.

I want to know I took risks, embraced what made me feel alive, and held nothing back—even when it was messy or uncertain.

Life isn’t about playing it safe. It’s about exploring what makes you come alive.

Queer Chart

At Stanford, I created a digital Alice’s chart with 220 queer women. We threw wild parties and I even met my ex through it!

GAΨ Sorority

Freshman year, I came out to my sorority, AKDPHI, and started crying. They sent me to the bathroom to “freshen up.” That’s how GAΨ was born – a safe, queer space to make friends.

we all slept together
(in a u-haul)

Orgasm Gap

For years, I thought something was wrong with me.

I struggled to orgasm with my partners. I was always in my head, focusing on their pleasure instead of mine. While I loved seeing them enjoy themselves, I couldn’t help but wish I could feel the same.

Eventually, I decided to take control. I started exploring what I liked and didn’t like, figuring out what worked for me.

Now? I come every single time.

And I want to help others – especially women – connect with their desires and claim the pleasure they deserve.

My favorite toys: